i realised i am getting more and more emo as compared before i came to changi… maybe bcos of workload and stress…
i started to hate this emo feeling in me… i mean i used to be happy and easy with life… contented and felt blessed with watever i have… but it seems tat i have changed…
i agreed tat i learnt alot from my current workplace… but in fact i am not happy as i used to be…
i may appeared to be very happy (according to all my frens have mentioned) but in fact… i feeling sad deep inside me… (dun know how to describe but felt helpless bah)
but when i look back… i should have gain more than lose…but i realised i lost my basics/happiness…
seriously i dun know wat is next??
i jus feeling tat i am struggling to prevent myself from drowning somehow…
