Monthly Archives: May 2009

emo

i realised i am getting more and more emo as compared before i came to changi… maybe bcos of workload and stress…

i started to hate this emo feeling in me… i mean i used to be happy and easy with life… contented and felt blessed with watever i have… but it seems tat i have changed…

i agreed tat i learnt alot from my current workplace… but in fact i am not happy as i used to be…

i may appeared to be very happy (according to all my frens have mentioned) but in fact… i feeling sad deep inside me… (dun know how to describe but felt helpless bah)

but when i look back… i should have gain more than lose…but i realised i lost my basics/happiness…

seriously i dun know wat is next??

i jus feeling tat i am struggling to prevent myself from drowning somehow…

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JB

went to JB last friday nite…

it was quite long time since i went to JB… alot of things have changed… lots of memories…

was super excited over the entire trip… having fun thru out…

went to watch angels and demons… pretty nice movie… even thou i din watch da vinci code… i still can follow part 2…

unfortunately i din managed to try out the lok lok… as we are quite late after the movie… so we proceed to car wash and pump petrol before coming back to singapore…

quite fun even thou its a short trip… reach home about 12 midnight…

lucky din get caught by my parents… if not i will be grounded from JB…

overall i had great fun the entire trip… hope to go in again soon…

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Expectations Again

things are not so fine for me recently…

alot of unpleasant things happened within april till now…

coping with work… dealing wif diffcult ppl at work… been thru good & bad times… april seems to be not a good month for me…

life seems tough for me since april… everything on surface looks good… but deep inside is all rotten…

one fren of mine told me recently… the reason i felt disappointed is bcos i have expectations in somethings…

is it wrong to have expectations?? without expectations… how would things turned out??

seriously i am totally confused and lost somewhere… and i am trying to find my way out…

i dun know what am i going to do next… how to move on?? or jus maintain watever i am doing now…

one word to describe… SAD…

why are humans so complicated?? including myself…

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