Monthly Archives: August 2009

Finally

Finally i made a first move to speak to S regarding my decision… i gave myself a week to consider whether i should grab this chance… i dun know how it will turn out… but at least i try… if not i will be stuck here forever…

I cross my finger for the result… but meanwhile enjoy whatever i have…

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We had farewell dinner for James @ Tomo and chill out session @ Helipad for Vincent… not easy to have such good turnout… especially when everyone started to get busy with work and studies…

the gals have lots of fun cam whoring… as for the guys… i can see tat they are pretty bored…

hope that we can meet up ard xmas again… when james comes back for holiday… meanwhile we still can have our own mini gatherings…

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Helpless

in my midst of deciding whether should i hop over to a new job… suddenly something pulled me back…

went to visit one of my boys who is on long mc due to depression… seriously this is my first time handing such depression… as compare to other depression cases…

when i saw him at his house… i can feel his depression… its within his blood…

seriously i dun know how to handle or help him to get out of his circle… i felt so helpless when i talked to his mum…

i mean… the best i can do for him is to talk to him and show my concern…

its just like… nothing much can be done to ease his sufferings… pretty sad i can say…

i din know that by opening up urself can be so tough for him…

i seriously hope that i can at least do something for him…

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Emo

I was struggling for past few days thinking whether should i blog my thoughts here…

I have been behaving very emo for past one week… several issues  came together which make  me feel troubled and unhappy… and it affect me and my frens eventually…

For past two weeks… i experience high and low in work and personal life…

I experience the low in work, where workload piled… in an extreme mess… and its getting out of control liao…

I have the urge to leave or change a new job… especially when opportunities came knocking on my door…

maybe bcos i scare of failure which withdraw me from trying… anyway i still have some time for me to consider… before i need to make a decision…

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Conclusion @ HK

supposed to update my blog on my hk trip…

but from my second day onwards… practically shopping, shopping and shopping… simply too tired to blog…

busy shopping for sale items in Esprit, Zara, Club 21, Fila and other big brands… super worth it…

tried a few different hk cafe… by the last day… kind of scared of eating in hk cafe…

so we decided to try their dim sum… went to a tradition cantonese rest…

shared table type… initially my parents cant used to their way of service…

but after awhile… they enjoyed the food…

i can say we had a fruitful trip… practically live like a princess…

pamper ourselves… bubblebathed everyday…

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my holiday finally came to an end… have to start work tmr…

can predict alot of things are waiting for me… *haiz*

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