Monthly Archives: March 2010

FWB

Ever since i left my job… i realised that all those so called “friends”  seems busy and moved away from me eventually…

maybe bcos i have left their community or maybe bcos i’m no longer have value or benefit which they wanted??

initially i thought i may have think too much… but as days goes by… time has proven my thoughts…

felt kind of disappointed… but i cant blame them… tats reality world…

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i always thought tat speaking the truth is the good thing to maintain… and i do feel proud of myself for showing my true feelings…

until recently… i realised tat it may not be a wise thing for me to do…

example from one of the interviews… everything went smooth… the interviewee praised me for being honest and sincere during my interview…  i thought i may get a good chance in getting the job…

but then i realised… maybe its just CHANG MIAN HUA…

this has taught me tat being too native is not a good thing… and i have been living in my small native world all these while… i may not be ready to adapt to the BIG real world out there…

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I got over it already!!!

Last Sunday… i finally got the guts to pop the golden question…

but anyway i am glad tat i got an answer… Finally…

this nightmare has been haunting me since last year june… i still remember how excited i am even i got his MSN & facebook account…

anyway wat upset me is tat watever between us… means nothing to him…

maybe i am not so into him… just tat i am too used to him being around…

is just the matter of time for me to get over… all i need is time…

PS : I think i got over it already… hurray!!!

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原来你的一切与我都无关

从喜欢退后到关心,只想在有意无意中获取有关你的一切,现在才知道也许永远的不知道,对自己才是一种完全的解脱,

至少无需面对残忍的事实,原来你的一切与我都无关。

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我相信我可以

对于有些事只想忘记! 什么可能? 什么不可能, 我只想要属于自己的那份简单, 仅此而已, 那份安定从未想要过, 笑一笑, 什么都不要想…

孤单不一定不快乐, 得到不一定能长久, 逃避不一顶能躲的过, 面对 不一定最难受, 能找到一个理由难过, 一定也能找个理由快乐, 痛,这次真的是尝到了…

有的时候一种选择也许就意味着自己未来的路, 付出是不是就意味着会得到伤害, 一个人的心痛到最后也许就麻木了, 在乎只会让人更难受.

我终于接受了这个事实, 当时我的不敢去想的还是发生了, 如果一切在没开始之前就断然结束, 那我是不是就可以莫然以对, 谁都不要去漠视, 可是我不禁想着假如我没有去, 那一切是不就会不一样, 带着这个永远未知的答案,我选择去面对去承受.

我有的时候再想我真的要那么卑微的去争取吗, 这难道真的是我想要的吗? 我就这么去等着未来的什么样吗? 眼泪慢慢的从眼角流下来,这次我真的要站起来重新再来了

失去的再也找不回来, 我想我会更坚强的走下去吧!

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如果

如果你能走进我的心里,你会哭,因为那里都是你….

如果我能走进你的心里,我会哭,因为我走遍那里却找不我的影子!

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